I just got my new antidepressant, Zoloft. I know it takes several weeks to build up in your system so we will have to wait and see how well it works. Also, tomorrow I have an appt. with a counselor on campus. Then we will go from there.
August 2011
I wanted to write today but I can’t. I just do not have the mental energy. Depression is a crippling disease and I have struggled with it all my life. I may seem ok now but tomorrow I may be curled up in a ball crying my eyes out again feeling hopeless and despaired. But, at least I know I have a few friends and family who love me even when I do not love myself.
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I keep seventeen pills in my rozerem bottle. I counted them again today. More than enough to get the job done. I have been very sad and depressed and I can’t seem to work through it. Tomorrow (at the behest of someone I have been talking to) I need to try and look into some counseling sevices but I don’t know where to start. I never pictured myself being here but here I am. I have hit rock bottom. Afraid to sleep. I keep having these dreams so here I am tumbling to get things out of my head.
“There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable.”
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-C.S. Lewis | via feerawr-me (via quote-book)
Love is always worth the risk!~MP
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NYPL Wire–The New York Public Library: The Yankees Root, Root, Root For Our Summer Readers →
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The Yankees honored some of NYPL’s top summer readers on the field today before they faced off against the Oakland A’s in the Bronx (rain couldn’t spoil our parade). Our six young reading machines - who read well over 1,000 books combined this summer - got to meet Yankee outfielder Curtis…
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“The problem with the world is that the intelligent people are full of doubts, while the stupid ones are full of confidence.”
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Charles Bukowski (via houseofromanov)
I have more doubts than should be allowable.
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“Books are the quietest and most constant of friends. They are the most accessible and wisest of counselors and the most patient of teachers.”
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A fucking grammar lesson.
Grammar lesson:
They’re = They fucking are.
Their = Shows fucking possession.
There = Specifies a fucking location.
You’re = You fucking are.
Your = Shows fucking possession.
We’re = We fucking are.
Were = Past fucking tense of “are”.
Where = Specifies a fucking location.
Than = A fucking comparison.
Then = A point in fucking time.
A lot = A large fucking amount
Alot = Not even a fucking word (But it’s a fucking city)